Kristi’s first post!!

by rayandkristi, posted in Uncategorized

January 13, 2022 – 10:55pm

For the first time, Kristi has felt well enough and strong enough to write come thoughts down. It’s amazing to see her come back to life after being extremely sick for almost 3 weeks. Her thoughts are descriptive and amazing. Enjoy her first of many upcoming posts. By the way, she wrote this at 2am this morning. This is around the times each night I would find inspiration to write ❤️. She is an amazing woman! P.S. She has still yet to read any of my posts. We’ll let you know what she thinks in the days to come. 💪😅

January 13, 2022 – 2:00am

Oh my gosh you guys!!! I just slept with no pain meds for the first time in months. I just asked for Tylenol because my neck and shoulder are hurting. It feels so amazing to be free in my mind. We slept well (I still had so much in my system that I went right to sleep) I got about half the burger down, then had to go to sleep.

I am feeling so much peace right now. I was hallucinating so badly yesterday, I would be fine, like rain and birds, but it would get scary like bad things were trying to get me. I kept repeating. Phil 4:8- Ray was praying it over me, to help me remember it- my mind has been so fuzzy sad confused.

I closed my eyes, and I could see rain. I have never experienced anything like this. It was so frustrating because I knew as soon as I closed my eyes something else would be there. I had some really scary things show up and I was begging God to take it away and change it for good. It turned into a gray curtain/sheet blowing in the wind, and then turned to like an umbrella. I could see the rain hitting it and bouncing off the umbrella. I was safe, as I fell into a deep sleep of Chemo Round 1. I remember bits and pieces. Not sure if they are correct!!!! Ha! I do remember my tongue and mouth going numb and then my body started to feel paralyzed. Ray was holding my hand the whole time. Wow, what a gift I have in him!! With a really slow start with pre-meds to prepare my body for poison, it took about 7 1/2 hours (with the most beautiful surprise of love and support I’ve ever had).

Guys, I never felt nausea, sick, it was honestly a peaceful time of rest. As soon as it was over I ate half a burger! First time I’ve been hungry in a month! Then I slept a pain free night! First time in so long to be free of pain in my back, sides, abdomen. Dr. said good chance this first round could kill up yo 80% of the Lymphoma!! Now my body has to safely metabolize and expel it/ a lot of evil been building up space in me for way to long. Time to get my body back, so I can have my mind and life to focus of what Jesus has next!

This is not a coincidence! Please pray I will have a good day getting my body ready! I believe this can happen with no pain! How can I ever thank each of you for surrounding my family? What a beautiful picture of Christ’s Love.

Kristi & Ray

#kristiswar

#jointhefight

25 thoughts on “Kristi’s first post!!”

  3. Kristi, I had goosebumps when I read your post…it’s 12:48 a.m., I couldn’t fall asleep and found your beautiful post! Everything you described was what we’ve all been praying for you! God is so great! Sweet dreams (hope Ray’s not snoring again!) Looking forward to many more posts! Roswell, NM is praying for you too! ❤️🙏 ❤️

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  6. So glad to hear you blog. 🙂 God is moving in you. Kristi… as you talked about the umbrella you saw, I am reminded of the verse where God says, ” I will dwell under the shelter of the Most High…” I know the Lord is surrounding you. God’s Word is your source. He says He ” will never leave you or forsake you unto the ends of the earth.” ” Lord please continue to grant Kristi with rest and strength and give her good dreams and peaceful dreams in Jesus name and let this cancer expel from her body safely in Jesus name. ‘Cancer, go in Jesus name. I declare health over Kristi now in Jesus name.’Thank you Jesus. Amen.” Luv ya lady.

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  7. We are thankful to hear from you and know that God is in this. We continue to ask and trust in His Spirit, His power, His healing , His Peace in, through, and over you and your family. We praise God from whom all blessings flow …

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  9. I can’t imagine going through something like this without Christ. I’m so thankful that Ray is able to be there with you every step of the way. Praising Him for all the love He’s pouring on you Himself and through others. Still praying too!

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  11. This post is proof of our God working miracles. It’s a real life vision of what God meant marriage to be. You two joined together to be one. The love between the two of you is palpable. Still praying constantly 😘

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  12. My prayers are with you and your family. I am in tears reading your testimony, I see God in you, I believe God has a purpose in everything that happens and I see his purpose in you, May GOD continue to use you in such a powerful way 🙏🙏🙏

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  13. You are an amazing lady. So inspired but what you wrote. Hod is with you and He will see you through. Ray, you are an amazing man. So proud of you.
    You are ever present in our minds, hearts and prayers.
    We love you!

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  16. It was a Beautiful Surprise to read your post this morning…We are so thankful to see your healing begin…PRAISE GOD! We are continuing to pray for you, Kristi…and for Ray and for your beautiful family. May you continue to be free of pain…and feel God’s Peace and Comfort.♥️🙏♥️
    Praising Our Lord!
    Carol Christiansen

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  17. Kristi, I Love You! My thoughts and prayers are all around you and I hope you can feel them. And that you can feel my love for you. Prayer is powerful, prayer is our weapon to fight our battles. I’m soldiering for you dear friend. I will knock on heavens door and not stop. You’re going to be fine!!!❤️❤️❤️

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  18. So glad you are tolerating the chemo so well and thankful you are getting relief so quickly. Continued prayers for strength, endurance, and complete healing. Love to you, Ray, and family💕

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  20. Kristi, it’s awesome to see your post! Heaven has been bombarded with prayers for you and Ray. We’re still holding you both up before the Lord. Love you some much and I’m so blessed that you’re a part of my life. With your Heavenly Father, your family and friends at your side we will go forward in this battle together!

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  23. You two are the strongest people I know and I am blessed to call you friends. Praying everyday for no pain and quick recovery. Now you know I have to ask…was the burger any good?

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  25. I loved reading your post and praise the Lord for answering our prayers on your behalf. You hold strong and know that tons of people love you and are praying for you.

    What a blessing to have Ray there to strengthen you and help you through the rough moments. May you both be blessed as the poison dies it’s work and then as you flood your body with water to flush those beasties out for good.

    Love you both.

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